What is the world doing to me?
MAV is killing me at the moment. It seems like I can only do anything productive for a few hours each day before my body starts telling me to give up and go back to sleep. Last night I slept for 12 hours and I woke up feeling just as bad as I did the night before. I know I should be revising because my psychology exam is next tuesday and I'm nowhere near ready, but it all just feels too much at the moment, and I need to practice my cello because I have my grade 5 soon but I can't seem to summon the energy... But I'm going to try and practice in a minute anyway since I just end up sitting here staring at the screen whenever I try to revise.
Later I'm going out for a Thai curry with my parents. If they tell me we are walking, I think I am going to cry.
remember, you don't have to rush things. take things day by day, stop trying to do everything at once. i know i can't know what you feel but, maybe if you focus one day on playing cello, the next revising, you may be surprised at what your body may let you do. its all to do with time, i know you've waited all your life, but without waiting you wouldn't be who you are today. be proud of what you can and do accomplish.
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