Know too well, know the chill, know she breaks my siren

I haven't felt much like myself recently. Today I did, for the first time in a while. The overwhelming emotions I have felt recently have taken away my energy and my spirit. Now I feel like the bits of myself that were missing are back, and I am going to fight for them to stay. I feel so much stronger, calmer and in control when I feel like this. Even though physically, I have been feeling great, emotionally I have felt drained, and I miss my energy. Now it is back, I am not going to let it slip away easily without a fight.