I'm out-numbered but driven, so it's time I keep on living, it must be worth something

This is what I have to do...
1) Tell myself that everything will be okay, over and over again until I believe it.
2) Take it one day at a time when the future seems too daunting.
3) Play my cello.
4) Play my violin.
5) Pretend I am somewhere else, and tell myself that I will go there one day.
6) Tell myself that everything will be okay, over and over again until I believe it.
7) Walk somewhere beautiful.
8) Listen to music.
9) Tell myself that everything will be okay, over and over again until I believe it.