Jump

I am sensitive, so I feel everything really strongly, but not just emotionally. I think it's possible that the reason I've had all these symptoms could just be because my body is extremely sensitive, and it draws attention to things that I otherwise wouldn't feel. Maybe everyone is spinning, but most people just don't notice it. If this is true, it explains most of my symptoms and also my low tolerance to alcohol and (prescription) drugs.

I also feel emotions really strongly. When I am happy, I am really happy, and the same for when I am upset, or scared. In a way it's good because it makes me feel completely alive. Other times it is completely overwhelming. I am never in the middle. Sometimes, when everything is spinning and I am overwhelmed with life, I get the urge to jump off something, not because I want to die but because sometimes I want a break from feeling.