Have you ever wanted something so much that it takes over everything, and it's almost the only thing you can think about?
It started off as something I just thought about occasionally. It felt good at first, thinking about what it would be like to have it made me happy. Then I started thinking about it more and more, until I spent most of my time daydreaming about it, wondering what it would be like to have it. I remember wanting it so much and feeling so sad because it felt like I would never get it. This was the first time I had ever become obsessed with anything, and it scared me a bit. I had never wanted anything this much in my life, and I actually don't think I ever will want anything this much again. It felt so wrong to not have it, and even though for years I had been fine without it, it felt like suddenly it was something I needed.
I searched for it and couldn't seem to find it anywhere. Every time I looked somewhere and couldn't find it, it seemed less and less likely that I would ever get it. But then one morning I woke up without it, and when I went to sleep again that night I finally had it.
Now I try not to ask for much, because I got what I wanted most in the world, so I know how lucky I am.
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