And I want you more than I want to wait another day, and as I wait for you, maybe I'm made more faithful

Have you ever wanted something so much that it takes over everything, and it's almost the only thing you can think about?

It started off as something I just thought about occasionally. It felt good at first, thinking about what it would be like to have it made me happy. Then I started thinking about it more and more, until I spent most of my time daydreaming about it, wondering what it would be like to have it. I remember wanting it so much and feeling so sad because it felt like I would never get it. This was the first time I had ever become obsessed with anything, and it scared me a bit. I had never wanted anything this much in my life, and I actually don't think I ever will want anything this much again. It felt so wrong to not have it, and even though for years I had been fine without it, it felt like suddenly it was something I needed.

I searched for it and couldn't seem to find it anywhere. Every time I looked somewhere and couldn't find it, it seemed less and less likely that I would ever get it. But then one morning I woke up without it, and when I went to sleep again that night I finally had it.

Now I try not to ask for much, because I got what I wanted most in the world, so I know how lucky I am.

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