The feeling is back. I feel like i'm disappearing, like someone is trying to drag me out of my body. I am dizzy. I hold my head still but it won't stop the feeling. I am in a bubble that is drifting away from everyone around me. I can hear people speaking but I can't understand what they are saying. It's like they are all speaking a different language. Time isn't moving the way it should. I know that later, I won't remember this moment very clearly.
I'm tired. Too tired to be scared about what is happening to me. Too tired to try and fight it. Maybe I will just let this feeling consume me. I will let it take me away from myself and the world. Just this once, I won't fight it. Then maybe when I come back, time will move normally again and I will feel like i'm meant to.
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