overwhelmed

All day, i have felt disorientated, tired, dizzy and sick with a headache. When i got up, all i wanted to do was crawl back into bed and sleep for another five hours. I've got a lot on my mind.

And that's not the only thing... You know those dreams where something really good happens, and then you wake up and and feel that really depressing, sinking feeling when you realise it was only a dream? I had one of those and it's all i can think about today :(

But

I am so happy. There's no real reason why. I just feel overwhelmed with a burst of happiness :) I guess i'm just grateful for all the good things i've still got. I hope it stays.