I felt so free today. I haven't felt that way for a while.
I woke up feeling wrong, again. I am waiting for the day that i wake up feeling even just slightly normal. When i got out of bed, everything was jumpy and strange. It made me feel slightly panicky and trapped because i knew this meant that i would probably be stuck at home again.
But i was wrong :) I went to Kathy's house and me, her and Holly went for a walk. By then, i wasn't feeling so bad, but was still worried because it's been months since i've been for a walk. I love walking, but i find it really difficult when my MAV is bad.
I went anyway. We didn't go too far, and it was beautiful and i was happy. I got home and felt worse, but i think it was worth it.
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