Yesterday I was at college and suddenly I felt overwhelmingly dizzy, and I couldn't cope with all the voices around me and all I wanted to do was lie down in a quiet, dark room. Lerine, Kayleigh and Molly took me to the help desk and I called a taxi to take me to the station because walking didn't feel like a good idea. I spent the whole time on the train trying not to be sick, then I got home and was okay for a while, but then last night I felt so sick and spent ages just sitting with a sick bag, and I couldn't sleep because whenever I started falling I thought I was going to throw up. Eventually I did, and then managed to get to sleep okay.
I didn't go to college today. I'm getting behind and there's all this stuff I need to do but I can't bring myself to care, I just want to sleep for a few weeks and wake up in a different body. When I relapse, the urge to rebel is massive and I don't really understand why... I've been in quite a bad mood because I'm so frustrated by all of this.
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