In my head I replay our conversations over and over 'til they feel like hallucinations

Some days I still think about you often. Other days I hardly do, and those are the days when I wonder if you were ever really here... The way you just disappeared from my life makes it seem a bit like you weren't real, like none of it actually happened and I just dreamed it all up. You were here, and then suddenly you weren't. I still can't decide whether that makes you strong or weak.