My luck sits sultry in a paper cup, drowned in hotel coffee. I drink it so it's sucked into my pale and searching body

These days, I rarely feel completely sober. Not because of alcohol, but because of MAV. You'd think that someone with chronic dizziness would run a mile from alcohol, but if I drink, I find that the alcohol kind of neutralises me, and instead of making me more dizzy, it brings me to a 'normal' level of dizziness, that I expect someone without MAV to feel after a few drinks. That's probably why I like drinking; because it makes me feel normal.