It's funny the things I think sometimes. I still occassionally wish I was becoming a professional musician instead. Today in health and social care all I could think about was how I wish I could spend be one of those amazing musicians too good for their age, training to be a professional in a posh, beautiful music school somewhere that is not QMC. The frustrating thing is, I could have done it if I had of started at an earlier age and worked so much harder. Now it's too late.
I sound so pessimistic but I don't care very much. I love my life and I am happy with the decisions i've made, except maybe staying at QMC for a third year. But sometimes I can't help wondering what it would be like if things had of been different. I feel kind of like I've missed out on things. I don't think things needed to be as hard as they were, and I can't decide whether that is my fault or not.
I feel the exact same way. I regret not taking the initiative to learn to play instruments, do sports and whatnot. But you know what? We wouldn't be the happy people we are today if we did something else. ;)
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