The time I feel most at peace is when I am falling asleep, because it feels like i'm disappearing or drifting away. It's a really comforting feeling. This is what I look forward to on my bad days. There is part of me who is strong-willed and energetic. She wants to have amazing experiences and she doesn't want anything to stop her doing what she wants to do. The other part is tired and a bit hurt. She spends her time dreaming instead of living. The truth is, all she wants to do is sleep. She doesn't really want to be here anymore.
I wish I could make her go away, but she is obviously part of everything, part of me now. But she's dragging me down, and I'm scared that she will take over.
Mirror mirror, won't you kiss me cheek and tell me i'll be okay. Warm my spirits with your sugar lips, and help me wait for another day.
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