This week's Skins got me thinking. Mini is quite an annoying character, and I don't like her because she is a complete bitch. But the thing I admire about her is the way she is so active and motivated. I am only like that some of the time. I want to be like that more.
Then I started thinking about choices. Maybe I have more control over this than I realise? I feel like I can't really be who I want to be, or do what I want to do because of my illness. But how true is that? Maybe I actually do have a choice here. Although I have more restrictions than most other people my age because of my MAV, I can probably do more than I think. And I am going to.
What if I just said to myself that i'm not going to let it define who I am anymore? I am sick of being in this position, so I'm not going to be in it anymore. Maybe determination will get me out of this?
Erase and rewind leave that sick girl behind, and fast forward, fast forward.
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