I am Tamsin, the girl whose whole life used to be about music. I remember those amazing months where all i could think about was how much i wanted a cello. I was in a good phase, after a difficult last few months at school. I was in a beautiful world which was filled with the one thing i loved more than anything... Music. I was in a position which allowed me to dream, to listen, to absorb myself in music.
Things are very different now... I lost control and i lost my strength. I have been forced to go on a painful, exhausting journey, and for the majority of it i have been alone. Now, all my energy goes on getting up, walking to college, thinking, talking, being. No strength left for music anymore. It's cruel, this illness. It's taken away the things i loved the most. I've only just realised how much i miss it.
So that is why i need that referral. Because if i don't, i am scared that i will continue to lose different parts of myself until i don't know who i am anymore.
I am Tamsin, the girl whose whole life used to be about music.
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