"I keep on dreaming because I can, even though my eyes don't close. I keep on tripping because it's free, to a place I only know"
One thing that has changed since being in hospital is that I stop more, and let my mind run away. I briefly escape reality and go to a place that's mine and no one else's. It's beautiful and it makes me feel lucky. It happens frequently at night, which is bad because it means I'm not sleeping, but I enjoy my escape and crave it during busy days; I look forward to it. Time moves so quickly, it scares me. But when I escape, time can be almost still for a while. It gives me a chance to press pause. It gives me some control in a situation where I have little.
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