She stands alone, defending her name, when all that she's done is be who she is

That is how I felt for such a long time. It's why I stopped going to the doctors because I couldn't do it anymore. I just felt more sick, and more stressed. All I wanted was to feel free. Pretend to be a normal 18 year old girl for a while. It's been nice. I have no intention of going back. But now, I have to tell the universities about my health problems and provide evidence of it (through a doctor's letter), which is a bit difficult when you are undiagnosed. This has been on the back of my mind since I applied. I also need a detailed health screen for my course. I have no idea what to tell them, but I'm going to be honest. I won't hide anything. I'll tell them everything they need to know, even if it's difficult for me to talk about.