There are secrets in the soul of me, things I keep inside, places you will never see, hidden under lock and key

Flesh and blood and skin and bone, you're looking from the outside in. All you'll see is what your shown...

I wish to be as free as I thought I was.
I wish I was with you right now.
I wish this night would be over.
I wish to be somewhere else, somewhere filled with music and people.
I wish it was still light.
I wish I could play my cello without pain.
I wish I hadn't of had that dream.
I wish I could do something with this secret. I wish I didn't have to carry it.