"But you're alright now, aren't you?"
So I just said really firmly, almost aggressively, "yes, I'm fine." And my heart sank, as I got that familiar feeling of disappointment that lasted about ten minutes, when I realised that he is really no different from all the others, he can never really understand the complexity of me, and everything I battle through. But then I saw the way he looked at me, and any anger that was there melted away, because at least he was there. He was trying. He was choosing to be with me. After that, I realised that it wasn't right for me to be disappointed. How could I be?
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