And there's no more use to curl your hair when your innocence is gone

"You are innocent"


It's what my friend said a few weeks ago when he was drunk and he was describing me. It suprised me because I really don't think I'm innocent anymore, any innocence that I had left slipped away over the last year or so.


You are innocent. It made me sad when he said it, but at the same time I quite liked it. Maybe I look innocent but there's so much more going on inside, there's so much more and people have no idea.



I've started writing a diary of confessions. Things that I've done, or thought, or felt, that are out of character. Things that aren't wrong, but feel wrong because of society's stupid social constructions, and stereotypes, and expectations, and prejudices.


I just thought of the last scene of the piano, where she is tied to her piano in the sea and floating above it. I really want to watch it now.


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