And I sleep through most my days so the time goes by, and I think I drink more now than ever

Whenever I 'relapse', I usually wake up with this song in my head - Sweet Little Duck by Kathleen Edwards.

I sleep through most my days so the time goes by, and I think I drink more now than ever. It's such a sad song but it actually just makes me happy, because it makes me feel better in some ways - it gives me hope.