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I don't know why I like hiding out in coffee shops so much. It makes me feel safe and relaxed. This week I realised how much comfort I take in playing my violin and cello when I feel lonely. And I tell my cat the things that I can't bring myself to say to anyone else because I know he is listening to me without understanding what I am saying. I tend to lose myself in the music on my ipod when I am walking to college. It makes me feel like i'm in this happy, safe little bubble. Trying so hard is hard, but it's easier when you have things. Today I feel lucky.