It's 4am, and I have woken in a panic. I am in a bubble of disbelief. How did I get here? I was full of life before. Excited for life, and energised. Suddenly I am 22 and it has all fallen apart. I am isolated, sick and I have lost control. I have to pick up so many pieces, but I don't know where to start.
I am so far from where I want to be. But the thing is, I'm tired. I don't want to be fighting anymore, and that makes it so hard for me to move forward.
I'm 22, but I'm not excited for life or my future. I'm just scared. I miss the person I used to be. I think she is long gone.
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